This love,
So perfect.
This light,
So pure.
This purity,
This perfection,
Makes me race towards the light I see,
Shinning so brightly.
This tunnel has been so dark and unforgiving,
But now I see the joy,
The beauty,
The life,
And it makes me run,
So fast,
And so far.
But I would run to the ends of the earth and back,
Just to be part of that wondrous feeling.
The faster I run,
The f
The light that shines so bright within,
keeps the dark away from him.
Shadows of night,
creatures of flight.
Fly far away from his inner light.
As I'm held in night's embrace so tight.
A tear silently falls down my face.
Stuck here in this lonely place.
No one to save me.
Escape planned daily.
Silently trapped i stay, so cold
Till he made a move so bold.
His light
brilliantly white
it shone
"You'll be safe." by him I'm told
His luminescence blinding
His radiance binding
My own darkness fades away
Forever I've waited.
For your strong embrace,
holding and comforting me.
Forever I've waited.
Your honey-like voice,
soft silk for my ears.
Why do you choose to pass me by,
when not five seconds ago you promised me the world.
I promise I thought you'd keep,
but I was wrong.
Dead wrong.
And now I have to pay the price,
with my love,
joy,
happiness.
You took them with yo
You've always called me things,
like lover and best friend,
but do you really know who I am?
Do you know the dark side of me?
Can you see what lies in my heart?
If you did,
would you run away like everyone else?
Or would you stay by my side and help me through it?
If you knew the truth,
would you be terrified?
Just like all of the others?
The dark side that I never let anyone see.
Planning its escape.
To hurt those close to me.
It makes me want to hurt
This love,
So perfect.
This light,
So pure.
This purity,
This perfection,
Makes me race towards the light I see,
Shinning so brightly.
This tunnel has been so dark and unforgiving,
But now I see the joy,
The beauty,
The life,
And it makes me run,
So fast,
And so far.
But I would run to the ends of the earth and back,
Just to be part of that wondrous feeling.
The faster I run,
The f
The light that shines so bright within,
keeps the dark away from him.
Shadows of night,
creatures of flight.
Fly far away from his inner light.
As I'm held in night's embrace so tight.
A tear silently falls down my face.
Stuck here in this lonely place.
No one to save me.
Escape planned daily.
Silently trapped i stay, so cold
Till he made a move so bold.
His light
brilliantly white
it shone
"You'll be safe." by him I'm told
His luminescence blinding
His radiance binding
My own darkness fades away
Forever I've waited.
For your strong embrace,
holding and comforting me.
Forever I've waited.
Your honey-like voice,
soft silk for my ears.
Why do you choose to pass me by,
when not five seconds ago you promised me the world.
I promise I thought you'd keep,
but I was wrong.
Dead wrong.
And now I have to pay the price,
with my love,
joy,
happiness.
You took them with yo
You've always called me things,
like lover and best friend,
but do you really know who I am?
Do you know the dark side of me?
Can you see what lies in my heart?
If you did,
would you run away like everyone else?
Or would you stay by my side and help me through it?
If you knew the truth,
would you be terrified?
Just like all of the others?
The dark side that I never let anyone see.
Planning its escape.
To hurt those close to me.
It makes me want to hurt
Why is everything so dark?
I need to see him!
Where am I?
I need him!
Where am I?
Does anyone see as I see?
All this darkness?
It's slowly killing.
Waiting for the right moment.
Always watching.
This endless void.
How do I get out?
My Love!
Where are you?
If he is hurt. . .
My wrath shall wreak havoc upon all those in my way.
If he is dead. . .
Then so shall be everyone my gaze rests upon.
My love. . .
Where?
I'm surrounded
They're all around me
They came back after all of this time.
I was able to have a little peace
But now they're back to get me.
They shove me from different directions
I try to regain my footing
But I end up on my stomach
I spit out dirt that got in my mouth from when I hit the ground.
I get to my hands and knees,
But before I can get up I have multiple shadowy feet lodging in my side.
I let out a cry of pain as I fall to my side.
More feet lodge into my stomach.
I can taste something metallic in the back of my throat.
One kick lands in my lungs,
I cough as I gasp for breath.
Blood drizzles out from behind my l
Do you see me?
I fake a smile
No one notices
I fake a laugh
Everyones fooled
But inside
I'm dying
Drowning in my inner tears
Stabbing myself with words
Completely hateful words
I'm torturing myself
With Painful memories
Fooling myself
into unacheiveable dreams
Being happy
Is so far away now
Gone thousands
of miles away
Theres nothing left
But my own sadness
Hopelessness
Bitterness
Taunting laughter
echoing through my mind
Through my soul
Shaking me to my core
I do nothing but cry
Letting out my agony
My pain, My torture
In silent bitter weeps
My heart ripping in half
Over and over again
Going insane
By my own
I must run, run far away from this place.
I go wherever my feet carry me,
Tears washed away by the wind on my face.
I run so that maybe I can feel free.
I run past houses, then meadows, then trees.
When I can't feel my legs, I just keep on
Running until I drop down to my knees
In that secret place I stumled upon.
I then look up into eyes of a fawn
Who also ran here, for reasons unknown.
We warily stare as time passes on
Then she bounds away and leaves me alone.
Silent is the witness to all my tears,
So I fearlessly run back towards my fears.
I am the shy girl that sits in class and doesn't say anything. But when you get to know me, I am the life of the party! I love hanging out with my friends and having fun all weekend!
I am an artist, but since I don't have any way to out my drawings up, I only put up my writings. Right now, I am only uploading Seven, a fantasy story me and my sisar made up.
I finally got enough time to finish the latest chapter of Seven, so if you'd like to read it, it's up and available :) hopefully more to come soon, I'm starting the next one as soon as I'm done typing this, and maybe i'll have more time on the computer, if not please be patient with me, I'll try my best, I promise, and thank you to all of the people who continue to read my story :)
sorry, but becasue of certain circumstances and family matters i won't be on for a while so if you're waiting for the next chapter of seven please don't give up!!! i will try to write as soon as i can, but it will be a while longer :(
Labels!
-=-Outcast-=-
[] You don't have very many friends.
[] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[x] You were always picked last for kickball.
[x] You don't like to talk a lot.
[] You tend to avoid mass social activities (i.e.- dances, ice cream socials, football games, etc.)
[] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities.
[] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.
[] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people
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